So Unworthy

I am unworthy. Unworthy to love, unworthy to live, unworthy to be happy. Good news for me, I have a Savior who died for me so that I can, once again, become a worthy being... Knowing this, I still find myself completely unworthy of everything that has been given to me.

Where Does It All Go To??

So, today is payday... Today is also the day that the bills have to be paid... This morning I was super excited, then I saw what bills were due and that put a serious damper on my mood.

Why is it that the money is always gone before we can spend it on anything else besides bills? You know, like groceries and gas and stuff? Sometimes I hate being a grown-up :(

W-O-W

I have been reading over all my past blogs. Some made me laugh, others made me cry and still others had me scratching my head and thinking, "What was I thinking?". I didn't realize how much I put out there!

Long Days Night

So, I haven't gone to sleep since I went to bed Sunday night. Now that I am sitting still in the couch back at my house, I feel the lack of sleep kicking in.

I've been at the ER with Randy since 4 am. Tried to lay down and go to sleep earlier but just couldn't go to sleep. Got up and came into the living room where Randy was and he asked me to look at something on his foot. Well, that looking at and prodding (just a little bit)ended us up in the ER with him in pain... on the scale of 1-10, he was at a 9! The doctor barely looked at it and said it was an infection?!? I will be calling to get him in with another doctor later today!

Well, I think that I will be off for a little nap before we go for hair cuts at 12:30!

Something to Think About

I wonder if I can get back into this again... We'll give it a shot!

Almost forgot that I had this blog. That's actually kinda sad :(

Life is pretty good. Took Sydney to see Eclipse today. Chris took TJ to see The Last Airbender. We had a good afternoon. The kids both went right to sleep when we got home.

Enough for tonight, REALLY need to get to bed. Getting my haircut tomorrow!!!!!!! Can't wait :)